Letting go...

Sometimes the best way to stay in a romance is letting go of it, when the time comes. Through many twists and turns in one's life, when you come across a feeling that is way different from what you have felt so far..its but natural to hold on to it.The comfort in knowing that there was indeed a true soul-mate born for you is one of sheer ecstacy. Its like an addiction. You know it can be potent, but yet you cannot let it go. You want it so close to you at all times, that you can hear it breathe on you. You want to hold it close to you, closer to your body..at all times. But its like a virus. Or maybe a an ecstacy drug. Letting go of such intense feelings of passion can be the most difficult task ever, but like two clouds parting silently..after having travelled a few miles together..and must let go.Not everyone in the world can be together, no matter how much you want it.

Its a different journey. One which requires the highest levels of self-control and the conscience to carry out what your heart doesnt permit you to do.

But the journey must be made. In order to make peace with reality. In order to allow vents and vaccums to be filled in ,in a proper way. In order not to fall in love with somebody so much that it starts hurting. The worst probably is when, this truth dawns on the two seperate souls at seperate times. The manisfestation of that conscious effort to pull away is what is the most hurting to the other,becauae the other hasnt yet realised, why such should happen. But there isn't a way around this. Its bound to happen this way. Like all other feelings , the one of hurt will have its say in the whole scheme of things. But then again,that too shall pass.

Amen.

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