"Muaaah!"

So..I know this conversation from various incidents in my life..its always the same..no matter whichever part of the country or the region the words come out of. The common link is that..they typically belong to men!:)

It starts with,"I know ya...so sorry,baby...have been so terribly busy at work..its been chaotic!Even 'so-and-so' is complaining,that I am not being able to make time for her!"Wow! Lucky me...that you called me up to tell me that!Like I care!Grrrrrh!

This is how sweetness turns bitter..and then you start disbelieving in fairy tales..the reality hits you as hard as it can(ohh..you know, last morning,while having a shower,I actually hit my forehead on the soap-dish..and really hurt myself!)..ya..when reality hits you..its worse..! For,its not a pain you feel in your forehead,fingers,toes or ligaments for that matter..it pains you in the much cliched, heart(pronounced HURT!!)

And being the silly romantic that I always will be..I find it utterly funny, how as much as I want to be stoic and cynical about these fairy tale beginnings..I still fall prey to fantasies and wear imaginary Cinderalla shoes..and still wish..that the fairy tale will last a lifetime..without any obstruction..just ..simply like that!

You know..I wouldn't change myself for the world..and although more often than not..I learn nothing from each time that I end up troubling myself thinking of things that aren't anymore..I feel happy,simultaneously..about the momentary pleasures that I have bygone..they create a folder in my head..of memories,that I will cherish..involuntarily all my life!

And like my half-faced tattoo on my right shoulder..these glimpses of these fantastic moments will live even when my skin is wrinkled,and I would possibly have a whole set of false teeth!!

This 'muaaaaah!' is for myself..no soliciting ;)