Untitled...and imperfect

I guess,I have been missing out on attending weddings in the family. Or maybe,I have been married for way too long:)What I saw in my dreams the other day, was something I was enjoying, but not sure why..
I saw myself getting married again. Within the situation that exists now.I dont recollect whether I was happy or not..but what transpassed in that dream was a perfect wedding...actually, a perfect preparatory phase to a wedding,not the actual ceremony. I was there. RB wasn't. Not even anywhere in the whole picture,or not even a late arrival into the scenario. I was about to be married to someone else. XY. But, strangely, however much I strived, I could not see his face in its fullness. His height was short,just about taller than me. His smile was dazzling. Mediterranean skin colour.Seemed like I knew him from before.Much before. And like I said, the cicumstances hadn't altered much. Both of us(XY and me) were marrying for the 2nd time around...but I had no clue where our 'earlier' halves were, or what they were doing at that point in time. And there was no friction,more importantly. There was no mention of heart-breaks from previous relationships..no construed misconceptions. A clean slate.And cleaner consciousness-es.
And I was 'driving' this dream..seemed like I wanted it to last to a point where I could totally interpret the 'current' happenings,to the last hilt!
Everyone in the dream was happy..and smiling. I saw several of my distant members..giggling,teasing..deciding on what to wear for my 'Bou-bhaath'.(I haven't been meeting these relatives in my real life for a verrrry long time!!!)
Saw several unrecognised faces-a high possibility they were relations belonging to XY.There were no disagreements. All kith and kin wanted to see XY and me married.
There was chaos. The kind that one enjoys just before getting married.
And there was no coo-chi-cooing between XY and me. In the dream, we were hardly seen together. Each busy with there own activities.Very matter-of-fact. Like long lost friends, getting married.
And so the saga continued for a while...till...
Pushpa came by...so did Suresh.Arvind gave me a missed call..and I remained 'unmarried' :)
For the better, I promise you!!!